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Chronicles of an Altered Life

by Coco Bans

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tifenn_dreamgirl ☆incantation#1 me fait flipper et mon Pouicpouic se barre💥 ! , mais j’aime, haut niveau...
☆incantation#2 Merci de te dévoiler, honnête et tendre💜 Je t’aime 😍
☆incantation#3 Un très émouvant voyage 🫂 que je n’oublierai pas de si tôt 🧡 Pour moi c’est ton chef-d’oeuvre. Tu es un être tellement merveilleux 💫👏👏👏✌️🥀🌹
☆Waow ! Des hits 👏👏👏 : Blame , Old-fashioned moment , Mon amour , Double life
🙏Merci pour ces beaux moments
😉bien utilisée l’influence de Lana (from a fan to another) 😘 Favorite track: Being Brave Is Stupid.
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1.
LYRICS: He is stark mad, whoever says, That he hath been in love an hour, Yet not that love so soon decays, But that it can ten in less space devour ; Who will believe me, if I swear That I have had the plague a year? Who would not laugh at me, if I should say I saw a flash of powder burn a day? Ah, what a trifle is a heart, If once into love's hands it come ! All other griefs allow a part To other griefs, and ask themselves but some ; They come to us, but us love draws ; He swallows us and never chaws ; By him, as by chain'd shot, whole ranks do die ; He is the tyrant pike, our hearts the fry. If 'twere not so, what did become Of my heart when I first saw thee? I brought a heart into the room, But from the room I carried none with me. If it had gone to thee, I know Mine would have taught thine heart to show More pity unto me ; but Love, alas ! At one first blow did shiver it as glass. Yet nothing can to nothing fall, Nor any place be empty quite ; Therefore I think my breast hath all Those pieces still, though they be not unite ; And now, as broken glasses show A hundred lesser faces, so My rags of heart can like, wish, and adore, But after one such love, can love no more.
2.
Mon Amour 03:41
LYRICS: How could you look the same but feel so different? It’s just one of the many things I ask myself When it came to love, we were the perfect picture Then you went and changed it into something else I never thought it would be you That would put me in this space And even if I wanted to This would never be the same Oh mon amour, oh mon amour What have you done to me? Oh mon amour, oh mon amour Why are you wrecking me? Yeah we all make mistakes But this one won't go away Oh mon amour, oh mon amour What have you done to me? Oh mon amour, oh mon amour Oh mon amour, oh mon amour How could you kiss me with the lips that kissed her? I believed you when you said there’s no one else Instead of coming clean you let me wash the dishes Are we moving on or are we reliving hell? Oh mon amour, oh mon amour What have you done to me? Oh mon amour, oh mon amour Why are you wrecking me? Yeah we all make mistakes But this one won't go away Oh mon amour, oh mon amour What have you done to me? Oh mon amour, oh mon amour Yeah we all make mistakes But this one won’t go away Yeah we all make mistakes Oh mon amour, oh mon amour Yeah we all make mistakes But this one won’t go away Yeah we all make mistakes Oh mon amour, oh mon amour
3.
LYRICS: Being brave is stupid It doesn’t make any sense at all You know that easy life and easy come Is easier said than done If you wanna make it right You choose it No matter what you say, there’s some Truth in everything you’ve done If you wanna make it right Just do it La nuit s'épaississait ainsi qu'une cloison, Et mes yeux dans le noir devinaient tes prunelles, Et je buvais ton souffle, ô douceur ! ô poison ! Et tes pieds s'endormaient dans mes mains fraternelles. La nuit s'épaississait ainsi qu'une cloison. Being brave is stupid It doesn’t make any sense at all You know that easy life and easy come Is easier said than done If you wanna make it right You choose it No matter what you say, there’s some Truth in everything you’ve done If you wanna make it right Just do it Je sais l'art d'évoquer les minutes heureuses, Et revis mon passé blotti dans tes genoux. Car à quoi bon chercher tes beautés langoureuses Ailleurs qu'en ton cher corps et qu'en ton cœur si doux ? Je sais l'art d'évoquer les minutes heureuses ! Ces serments, ces parfums, ces baisers infinis
4.
Stranger 03:56
LYRICS: This house looks different Nothing feels the same It’s like you don’t recognize that everything has changed Our bed feels different I try to fill the space Fall asleep in a mirage but you’re still far away Tell me, stranger, was I in love with a stranger? You used to make me feel better Now I don’t know Tell me, stranger, was I in love with a stranger? I thought I knew you better Now I don’t know I’m making peace with every consequence Looking for an easy out Tell me are we still pretending? ‘Cause our words get tangled They come out fast and thin I don’t know how to explain it but I’m disintegrating Tell me, stranger, was I in love with a stranger? You used to make me feel better Now I don’t know Tell me, stranger, was I in love with a stranger? I thought I knew you better Now I don’t know We can't start from the beginning But we can start from here We can't start from the beginning But we can start from here Stranger…
5.
LYRICS: I wake up crying I was crying in my dreams again last night I think I’m dying While you pour your coffee I sit here with mine Tears dripping inside I can’t explain it, i can’t stop it disconnecting, I’m not complaining But today i’m tired I learned how to fake it, My depression’s a familiar face, i face it I’m tired of fighting So I’ll put on a happy face And i can hold the whole world up again Living’s got a taste It can be bitter some days And i, i’m sensitive I feel numb Sometimes it’s easier to not feel anything There’s so much I’m avoiding, yeah i smile so no one sees I’m curled up inside I got empathy, it’s a blessing and curse I feel for others when they hurt I can’t control it, I’m an open book, I try to do what I’m told But today I’m tired So I’ll put on a happy face And i can hold the whole world up again Living’s got a taste It can be bitter some days And i, i’m sensitive Heartbreak Heartbreak Heartbreak Heartbreak
6.
LYRICS: What did you say What did you say To make her love you Did you tell her she was worth it That with me it wasn’t working out Did you tell her I existed Or that you were hers I didn’t know any better Making plans while you wrote her letters I don’t wanna know, I don’t wanna know But I ask anyway What did you say to her To make her love you Did you tell her she was special Did you tell her you were taken What did you say to her To make her love you Did you tell her that you’d miss her Or that you’d be coming back What did you say, what did you say What did you say To make her love you To make her love you Did you tell her she was perfect Here I thought I was your chosen one When you said you couldn’t help it Did you think how it’d hurt Then you went and bought a ticket Round trip when you both knew better I don’t wanna know, I don’t wanna know No, I don’t wanna know What did you say What did you say to her To make her love you Did you tell her she was special Did you tell her you were taken What did you say to her To make her love you Did you tell her you would miss her Or that you’d be coming back What did you say, what did you say To make her love you To make her love you What did you say, what did you say To make her love you To make her love you What did you say, what did you say What did you say To make her love you
7.
Luxembourg 02:46
LYRICS: He went looking for safety in an unsafe world For someone who saw him, went headfirst He knew the risk of finding purpose In luxembourg The taste the freedom in danger Was just what he needed, like an answer He put it all behind her curtain In luxembourg The world is a strange place for dreamers An open cage for a free bird He knew that he was making secrets In luxembourg He'd seen what could happen, seen the worst A father who taught him in errors He turned into another version In luxembourg All he wanted was a symphony To play his life like it was meant to be All that time, he believed He’d find it in Luxembourg
8.
Blame 04:13
LYRICS: Ease up, I’m not ready I resemble someone strong but I’m not steady Every muscle I have left, I flex and flex again but they won’t let me So I damn em to the end, it’s nothing that you said Guess I’m empty There’s no other way to frame it There’s no one to blame here, nobody We don’t need to blame, blame We don’t need to blame There’s no other way to frame it There’s no one to blame here, nobody We don’t need to blame, blame We don’t need to blame, blame Wake up, I’m remembering It’s so fragile like my hands, look, I’m trembling Every second I have left, I’m less and less and less, I’m a memory (will you remember me?) So I damn the emptiness, it’ll take you with the rest Are you ready? There’s no other way to frame it There’s no one to blame here, nobody We don’t need to blame, blame We don’t need to blame There’s no other way to frame it There’s no one to blame here, nobody We don’t need to blame, blame We don’t need to blame, blame See the mountains kiss high heaven And the waves clasp one another; No sister-flower would be forgiven If it disdained its brother Don’t blame me, don’t blame me Blame me, Don’t blame me We don’t need to blame, blame We don’t need to blame, blame
9.
I wore an orange dress with cat eyes and bare feet I don’t remember every second but I remember the feeling You said I’m so sixties I could see you were surprised Who dresses up for a goodbye? Was it relief you felt? Is that why you sighed? You took a jacket off the hanger and I put on Billie Holiday You thought I’d be bitter but instead I twirled your hair Like I used to When we were familiar When you weren’t a stranger And we weren’t a failure And then Respite came when we least expected it Like gravity forgot to hold us down and for a moment we were free Smiling for no reason other than it felt good To be you and me I wanted to feel good Before the walls were empty and your books were gone Before the sadness filled the whole room And every memory Where we once belonged I said, Dance with me Let’s not cry Tonight sadness doesn’t get to decide We were us again Bedtime stories, we were enough again We made love with the past So we could love again I would walk through the fire for you Dive into any depth for you Wouldn’t expect any less From you I would walk through the fire for you Dive into any depth for you Wouldn’t expect any less From you
10.
Double Life 03:32
LYRICS: I’m in the middle of the faces I put on myself I’m a little of everything Caught in the middle, I’m telling myself There’s a time when you let go Enter the mirror space, I’m changing sides but Who knew the sleeping maze would mean goodbye Here in your arms I slip away from you Guess I lead a double life but One that brings me back to you I’m holding on and I need it As long as I know that I’m dreaming Guess I lead a double life but One that brings me back to you I’m holding on and I need it As long as I know… Stop I’m in a riddle, in a circle A world on a string Or that’s how it seems If i’m all the layers Then I’m everything I lay down and I let go Enter the mirror space, I’m changing sides but Who knew the sleeping maze would mean goodbye Here in your arms I slip away from you And I need it Guess I lead a double life but One that brings me back to you I’m holding on and I need it As long as I know that I’m dreaming Guess I lead a double life but One that brings me back to you I’m holding on and I need it As long as I know… If you wonder where I go when I go you should know that I need it Cause there are places we all go We all know no one else ever sees them So if you wonder where I go Now you know where I go when I need it Guess I lead a double life but one that brings me back to you
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LYRICS: Blame it on my foolish heart It ain’t over yet I want you again Maybe we all fall apart But I’m not broken My eyes are open like an old-fashioned moment I surrender I give it up to things bigger than me Thought last september Was more than I could handle, now i see I’m still breathing There are things we can’t control My love for you is one of those You know, you make it easy I never thought I could get past The pain in every photograph Somehow I feel it leaving So blame it on my foolish heart It ain’t over yet I want you again Maybe we all fall apart But I’m not broken My eyes are open like an old-fashioned Old-fashioned moment My eyes are open like an old-fashioned Old-fashioned moment I forgave you Before I realized it was happening Took it for granted That happy ending fell right out of reach I'm still reaching There are things we can’t control My love for you is one of those You know, you make it easy I never thought I could get past The pain in every photograph Somehow I feel it leaving Blame it on my foolish heart It ain’t over yet I want you again Maybe we all fall apart But I’m not broken My eyes are open like an old-fashioned Old-fashioned moment My eyes are open like an old-fashioned Old-fashioned moment My eyes are open like an old-fashioned moment Old-fashioned moment My eyes are open like an old-fashioned moment Old-fashioned moment Like an old-fashioned moment Ça va ma chérie? Je suis sur la route Ça me fait penser à toi Tout me fait penser à toi Like an old-fashioned moment My eyes are open like an old-fashioned moment Old-fashioned moment My eyes are open like an old fashioned moment Old-fashioned moment My eyes are open like an old-fashioned moment An old-fashioned moment Like an old-fashioned moment Like an old-fashioned moment

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released September 23, 2022

Produced by Coco Bans & Jo Pereira
Mixed by Perceval Carre & Sebastien Viguier
Mastered by Emilie Daelemans

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